Sometimes it could be a small Divine appointment like mine yesterday. Actually, "small" and "Divine" is an oxymoron - nothing God ever does is "small".
I had been thinking about "What is God doing right in front of your eyes" on the 40 minute drive to the office in Monroe, LA. First order of duty on arrival is always to warm up the coffee I brought from home. The microwave had been broken the previous week when I was last in the office, and today I was aggravated to find the broken microwave in the office area had not yet been replaced - I mean, don't these people know what's important?
Then I guessed there was probably a microwave in the break room in the plant, so I head out there.
I see the cleaning lady, Mary, and we exchange usual pleasantries in passing as I am singularly focused on my mission (male trait). Yes! There is a microwave, so I heat up my coffee. Then it occurs to me I have some new photos of granddaughter Sydney in her first Huntsville snow that I just know Mary would want to see.
Mary had moved to cleaning the men's bathroom across the hall. Since she had the door propped open, the proud Papa (me) proceeds right in and I show her the picture on my phone. I notice Mary's eyes welling up with tears. My immediate thought was, yes, Sydney is that beautiful, but tears?
Then Mary told me she had been depressed thinking about her departed mother and that simple picture was a gift from God to brighten her day.
Just a small thing, right. I felt more an unwitting accomplice than intentional, but perhaps I might have been tempted to think I had done something rather than God.
And it's not that after this encounter, the thought "What is God doing right in front of your eyes?" was continually plastered in front of my mind the entire day. But, it did pop up occasionally and every time it made me look at people and consider the desperation of God-less lives most are living ... and then pray for them.
Maybe God will continue breaking this hard selfish heart.